He went out tonight, he had no idea what to do at home again. Being lonely it's sometimes just too difficult to bare, especially when you know some of your collegues are having fun, you feel like there's something wrong with your life, sometimes even if you feel the need to rest or to stay all alone in your flat, they somehow make you feel bad or even guilty about this.
They'll tell you you don't know how to live your life, that you don't even have a life, that it's always your fault, because it's always your fault since you have nothing else to do than going out and meeting people and so on...

 His life was ok lately, he just wanted some more time for himself, staying at home all day long and working all the time wasn’t so easy and he thought that maybe going out one of these days would have been a good idea. So he started thinking about his friends and if they said they were busy or not, and then remembered about the gay chatroulette he had heard about and how easy it was to find someone online to go out with.

Some people would even leave their phone numbers or location on those websites, so he thought to try it. But he didn’t find much: there were just people living in other countries, and they just wanted to chat and that was all. In the end, calling his friends was probably the best solution. And he wasn’t very thrilled either at the idea of going out with a stranger he had never met before that.

Sometimes he wanted to become more extroverted and stuff, but then he realized that being more introverted was part of the way we’re supposed to live our lives nowadays if we want to be safe.